aiyo, ps. My house no scanner^I was feeling very moody yesterday, thanks to some bitch who screwed up my day.
At 4pm, my dad woke up. I wiped away my tears and greeted him. Apparently, the wiping doesn't help at all. My eyes were still red and puffy, like goldfish.
He knew smth was wrong and hugged me without saying a word.
FOR THE FUCKING FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, WE HUGGED FOR SO LONG.
It was quite awkward for the first few seconds and I was very emotional at that point of time.
Eventually, I broke down in front of him.
I wanted to tell him everything that is happening in my life right now.
But i just couldn't open my mouth and have no idea how to start.
Even though he is not a good husband to my mum and I didn't have good childhood memories becuz of him, I still wna say I love him no matter what.
The purpose of this post is not for you to pity me or whatsoever. I just wna tell all of you that no matter what happened in your life, at the end of the day, your parents will be the one who will never leave you behind. ALONE.
I love you, daddy & mummy.
He knew smth was wrong and hugged me without saying a word.
FOR THE FUCKING FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, WE HUGGED FOR SO LONG.
It was quite awkward for the first few seconds and I was very emotional at that point of time.
Eventually, I broke down in front of him.
I wanted to tell him everything that is happening in my life right now.
But i just couldn't open my mouth and have no idea how to start.
Even though he is not a good husband to my mum and I didn't have good childhood memories becuz of him, I still wna say I love him no matter what.
The purpose of this post is not for you to pity me or whatsoever. I just wna tell all of you that no matter what happened in your life, at the end of the day, your parents will be the one who will never leave you behind. ALONE.
I love you, daddy & mummy.
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